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Internal Narcissus Book

  1. Grow-in

    March 13, 2013 Sometimes, it only takes one person to change your life. One to be there for you, to push you, to believe in you. It only takes one. ~ You.” Kellie J. Internal Narcissus I decided to grow in not up. Growing up holds one to a set system of ideals built on building blocks of time ... Read the full article
  2. Words

    March 20, 2013 Always hearing the real me, and knowing things that no one else did, could, or would; I realized that as human beings we spend most of our time with our self, know our self the best, yet we constantly leave part of us out of the equation by not acknowledging this other part that truly ... Read the full article
  3. Beauty

    March 27, 2013 Real beauty shines from within, it is called radiance. It glows and shines it wisps and curls around the molecules within our body causing us to affect others with our very presence. The other beauty will affect people until their internal knowledge senses no radiance, no glow, no pureness of thought, no hope, or dignity ... Read the full article
  4. Shine Bright

    April 3, 2013 Shine bright in whatever color you are in whatever hue calls to you. Be the best one that you can be.  My color is the color of the sun setting. It has always been something that is alive and moving, and for some reason it is always been the sun when it’s setting.  I love ... Read the full article
  5. Fear

    April 10, 2013 I am a human trying, a divine magical creature made of stardust and moonbeams. Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus I believe we are all divine magical creatures built over time with dust from the stars and light from the moon. Visionaries and dreamers presiding over our own court as our own internal linguist. Royal and rapturous ... Read the full article
  6. Free

    April 17, 2013 How do we honor our commitment to others and still honor our commitment to self; and what does it mean to be free? Is it purposeful or just to entertain the idea of being free when it is a Reaction, or is freedom an Action? When do you feel the most free, and do the ... Read the full article
  7. Placement

    April 24, 2013 “Lessons learned are stepping stones paving the pathway for our internal growth.” ~ Kellie J. Internal Narcissus I believe everything in life happens for a reason.  Meaning, reasons happen at their own intention, blooming in their own hues, for their own intense purposes whether one is ready or not. My truth is we all come through and ... Read the full article
  8. Expectations

    May 1, 2013 “People are cherished events happening in real time ~ stay present”. Kellie J ~ Internal Narcissus Life is a gift sparked by breath. It is not an option, rather a demand from places unknown. Each new day creating moments between thoughts and happenings that become pictures of refuge deep in our hearts content. Every breath ... Read the full article
  9. Pieces

    May 8, 2013 “We are fireworks of energy causing forever connections in our cosmic DNA.” Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus There are pieces of us everywhere. Little parts we have given that can never be recalled. Moving as doubles of energy in lives we know or knew. Settling into places wanted, unwanted, or may not even be realized. They ... Read the full article
  10. Pain 1

    May 15, 2013 “Pain is a refuge for some, a prison for others, neither a safe place to call home.” Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus I hurt myself, but I do that every time I forget to take care of me. When I forget to meditate, when I forget to think about placement, when I forget to pay ... Read the full article
  11. Pain II – Yang of Pain

    May 22, 2013 “Pain and love are a tight-wire of hope we walk between beginning and end when we love.” Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus Pain swallows some people whole, others it visits like an old friend, both ways unbearably causing us to separate and isolate from self and each other; as close as the same bed sometimes.  Pain ... Read the full article
  12. Pain III – The Yin of Pain

    June 5, 2013 “I looked into the night only to meet thy own eyes and the angels sighed knowing it was time to step through.” Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus The light of love has found me in many ways as it always will and should because there is no victory over pain, rather a draw of beauty that ... Read the full article
  13. Connection

    June 12, 2013 “It is through and from each other that we grow in our greatest leaps and bounds.” Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus My connection to self is born out of the purest desire to become a better person through self-awareness and spiritual enlightenment.  Ever since I was a young girl I have always felt very connected ... Read the full article
  14. Moving

    June 19, 2013 “My truth is we are living breathing entities, beautiful bodies in motion, with thoughts in progress, hearts on a journey, and minds afire”. Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus I just moved into my little house and have got quite a few bug bites since I have been here.  It makes sense because I ... Read the full article
  15. Behold

    June 26, 2013 “I believe we are the beauty in the eye of the beholder and the beholder is our universe. Always present, always available, and always interested in the beauty that is us.” Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus Beauty is in the Eye of the beholder. Whose eye do you behold? It is OK if you do not ... Read the full article
  16. Hum

    July 3, 2013 “When we vibrate and shine bright collectively, it is a mass connection of souls streaming live”. Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus I believe the things that make us beautiful or feel that way are not things that we put on or use to get by day to day. It’s a feeling that comes through and over ... Read the full article
  17. Big

    July 10, 2013 “Souls are pure love and when allowed to shine bright radiate in the purest frequencies; causing doorways in our divine inter-coastal freeways to open in spectral time.” Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus I know some souls are big enough to love the entire world. Only when pulled into these little bodies it is their form ... Read the full article
  18. Time

    July 31, 2013 “Time is an illusion, longevity an outcome, life is a chance kissed by the spark of the divine.” Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus Time is an illusion, longevity an outcome, life is a chance kissed by the spark of the divine. Blessed are those who are born to this world under cloak and veil with birth ... Read the full article
  19. Forward

    August 7, 2013 “Let us all set off as human butterflies chasing the beauty that is us in the warmth of a new days sun.” Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus I think the hardest thing to remember once we are ready and we are moving forward in our lives is that where we are going is an unknown. ... Read the full article
  20. Tracks

    August 14, 2013 “Faith is infinite having no beginning and no end it simply is as we are.” Kellie J. ~ Internal Narcissus Our mind is an internal map of self with many routes to travel. Some routes are scenic while others routes, not so much. For we are regal and complicated creatures fueled by the words we consume ... Read the full article
  21. Places

    August 21, 2013 Please bare with me if this sounds crazy, but I truly believe we should be thankful of exactly where we are every day. I am so resolute in my commitment to my faith that I do not need proof of my creator to go forth in the confidence and glory of which is us. Quite ... Read the full article
  22. Have

    August 28, 2013 Do you have anything that is not yours? Do you have anything that does not belong to you that has been kept locked away, out of sight, behind closed doors; maybe in little boxes packed one within the other inside your mind? Things Kept buried in the back of hidden drawers in a room, or ... Read the full article