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New Year’s Day 2017

Jan 1, 2017

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“We want to grow in the direct experience of our own deepest reality, the home of all creativity. What is latent in the seed of our life must grow into the fully blossomed tree so that we live everything that we are meant to live.” ~ Paul Muller-Ortega

I Grew-IN, and now it is time to Grow-UP. That is what I know right now. I do not know what that means for me yet, and I am not sure what the words “grow up” affect in you when read, but I am attaching nothing to it yet. Maybe it will be a growing out….not sure, still open for the truth to settle, and I am dreadfully tired again…

It took four years to get this far, to be this clear, to remember who I am and be in real time, all the time. I wanted to take what I learned and go quietly about my life. I did the impossible by balancing my happy and sad, my light and dark, danced with the good and bad to create this awesome happy now. Oh, but there is more, and I feel it coming like the sharp pain in my forehead right now. Assignments have been accepted even through only rough drafts.

All I know is that I am home and I am safe. I cried my eyes out last night processing still more things I had not even thought about regarding bad food choices and bad intake choices over my life. All because I made bad food choices, all day, yesterday. They left me ill and straight into a mass purging of pain and sorrow through crying in the shower curled up like a baby. I was in pain. Emotional and body, repeating that I am so sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry ~ almost wailing, for the years of taking my biological temple for granted.

A deep internal clearing of shame was needed before leaving this nine cycle ending year. Ready to clean house yet again for 2017. A beginning year that I never knew was coming is here and it is time to root in and build the practice only dreamed and pieced together for so long. Nothing can hurt me, I will not hurt, I am awake and I am home.

All of the beautiful things dreamed of coming into alignment though hard work and daily directed intentions. My practice now is strong, so powerful, and although it is a little scary to imagine being more connected, clear, and sure: I hold on, to my mind, my body, and my soul that are my best and truest friends and caretakers of the ability to co-creaate the world we live in together as one. So much to input this year, and so much further to connect, but not right yet.

A changing of the guards is underway and there are quite a few things almost ready to share with each of you, Dear Inner Circle friends, but truth is first. Truth clears room inside for the goodness we seek to find a place to bloom again and again. This journey is most definitely back on, up, out, or whatever it will become. I need only be still. Silence is the next step, Stillness too in the building of a very deep meditation practice. It is the first assignment on the list…And so it is.

Love, Kellie J

These quotes came to mind this morning, so am sharing.

“May your love on the inside always match your love within.” ~ Kellie J. Wright

“I can do nothing for you but work on myself. You can do nothing for me but work on yourself. ~ Ram Dass

“I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together.” John Lennon and Paul McCartney

Happy New Year Beautiful Babies! It is going to be something else, for sure.

Ah the beauty of now…I have been up all morning off and on (at the regular times 2AM 3AM 3:30AM 4AM) dictating into my iPhone…so many things coming, and I am so excited for 2017. This year is a year dedicated to guiding others on their path, and staying on mine while building my personal practice. Working with others surely facilitates the later, but I will share the next steps in a New Year’s Day Blog tomorrow.

IN Flash: Take a 90 Day Transformation with me as your ~ personal mirror holder for $650.00 today. I promised this price for my first year of working with clients and it changes to $900.00 tomorrow. First class of 2017 is ready for you! I have three slots available (the forth is taken and is a personal pay it forward gift from spirit. Message me today to secure and take the first step IN yours.

Internal Narcissus is about learning to love yourself, and I mean all of you. The good, the bad, and the ugly. No one knows you like you, no one can reach you like you, and your life is your gift to behold. ~ Kellie J. Wright

Attaching another testimonial below. I was this wonderful persons personal mirror-holder, confidant, and accountability guide. I adapt the course to each students own style IN life….this is the first transformation that went past the mark….we took our time, so as to not miss a step, and it was exactly what it was suppose to be.

Love, Kellie J. Wright ~ Author and IN Guide

Testimony from Transformation Client No 5:

Hi Kellie! I’ve decided to write positive ways you’ve taught me to let go what is holding me back, or rather what is no longer serving me: To acknowledge my self-worth (can’t return to ignorance). To respect the value of my life. To be my authentic self, and realize that is good enough (even great!). To cultivate my tribe :), recognizing that I am myself a friend, to myself. Find my people and a few precious activities, and love them fiercely. Make sure I say no to what is not instinctively right for me, but also conversely to say ‘yes’ to what will (or might!) bring me joy. Practice being mindful and enjoying and looking/feeling right now presently. Stop comparing myself unfavorably to other cooler people (well, stop comparing myself at all!). Use myself as my own standard and realize I am worthy. Love and forgive; both old (perceived) slights, and as an automatic response going forward. It is so much more fun to love than it is to judge or worry over or wonder about. Just KNOW that I am who I am supposed to be, and where and when I am supposed to be. Have high self-worth, and love myself too!

This is personal work, so give clients the option to remain anonymous. 🙂 I am so proud of this woman and the work we did together. God is so good when we let him! #transformation #selflove #newyear #whatdoyouwant #justdoit #mentalhealth #shinebrightin You!

Fly

Dec 27, 2016

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I so want to fly, and patience is what I know, I promised a year of inwardness….4 more days to go. ~ Kellie J. Wright

OK, so I have been downloading, connecting dots, bouncing with my thoughts and totally excited in the midst of all this flow…breaching deep layers of intention seeking, for first air is orgasmic after being face down in your reasoning, so long. No way out, but through….yes, patience…something I am good at.

Searching is always rewarded with further access gained. Hitching rides to inner galactic pathways that connect space and now. If you are curious as to what I am, or do…I seek, am a seeker ~ whose number one mission is find and process any thoughts, feelings, actions or reactions that surface in mind and body, to bring balance. These mirrors shatter perceptions unimaginable and free truths.

We talk about this during a 2nd 90 day transformation jouney. That any problem we have with or feel towards anything: person, place, or thing ~ is a mirror for intended personal growth. A direct problem with perception real or imagined in self. We become docent to our internal petting zoo of agreements taken or given that hold self caged from the gift of freedom and peace. Which I believe is to gain the illusive and coveted mastery in self.

Exactly what I mean when I talk about walking a masters path of enlightenment. To me it means to be balanced in negative and positive emotions, living the four agreements as a personal truth, and finding our way back home.

I believe that I know next steps for 2017, for they have come up more than a few times in the last couple weeks, yet I am still listening further to make sure before posting in a video blog on January 1, 2017! I love the little bird in the attached photo, she looks as free on her feet as she does in her mind that is about to take off and fly!

Love, Kellie J. Wright ~ Author and Spiritual Guide at IN

Christmas Breath

Dec 25, 2016

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Dear Inner Circle,

When we touch the Earth, we take refuge in it. We receive its solid and inclusive energy. The Earth embraces us and helps us transform our ignorance, suffering, and despair. Wherever we are, we can bow down to receive its energy of stability and fearlessness. ~ Thich Nhat Hanh

I read this quote, and these words came today:

To touch the Earth is to feel grace in the form of a love story built to circle the ages. Creator and Mother Earth commingling to give us Gaia (Gaia: the breath needed to embody matter and cosmic energy) as Mana. (Mana: a generalized, supernatural force or power, which may be concentrated in objects or persons). Or, I feel, truth as sustenance in the mental make up of Matter.

Matter noun
1.the substance or substances of which any physical object consists or is composed:
the matter of which the earth is made.
2.physical or corporeal substance in general, whether solid, liquid, or gaseous, especially as distinguished from incorporeal substance, as spirit or mind, or from qualities, actions, and the like.
3.something that occupies space.
4. a particular kind of substance: coloring matter.
5. a situation, state, affair, or business: a trivial matter.

Dark Matter (a hypothetical form of matter invisible to electromagnetic radiation, postulated to account for gravitational forces observed in the universe) the paternal twin of natural light. God light that swings us around this holy playground in hope that we shall wake and stay again this time.

All of this we cannot exist with or without, so I bow to both in prayer from behind closed eyes and before feet hit the floor in the morning. I call to them throughout the day when I want a form of certain-ness (the only one that I know), and that is to connect continuously through sight, intent, and directed awe. Knowing that I am here in this body, everyday, creating my now.

I am glad I saw this post from my friend, Carole Roth, for breath, life, and love are the most sacred gifts ever given with such love, and truly makes Christmas everyday!

Love, Kellie J. Wright

Rite of Passage

Dec 22, 2016

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Dear Inner Circle,

I have not recorded a check-in via video for a while. I deleted quite a few while raging through some deluges, and so I LOL. Because all of it is fun. I love living…no matter what it looks like on the outside or feels like on the inside. It is an amazing gift to believe, be awake, and conscious!

More importantly, I am feeling the re-forming of continents once shifted underneath skies falling in: words and chords creating harmonies that spill silence in the middle of their inner worlds…It is the rapture of having and not having all at the same time. Mmm….this is going to be powerful, for all of the downloads coming in this recent activation of heart are coming quickly.

If I had more time to be alone with them I might die, so happily ~ instead I am at work all day, so keeping mental notes. If you do not know how this project goes, then this means when forces come as quick as I can connect them then I need to slow down, for it can be overwhelming….and I do, slow down, so to not miss a step or lesson being given ~ thus earned.

These connections are exacting the pieces of the puzzles downloaded from inception, leading to the why and the what and the how of the grail of this whole IN journey….OMGoodness, Intoxicating truths are the best fruits, so please, Stay tuned…with so much Love, Kellie J. Wright

PS I thought that I was going to write a rite of passage blog today, for I went and had a very important one done yesterday. The time and the place and reason happened to coordinate the tattoo of the logo that Michael Guttson and I created for IN, on my body. I am still keeping it private and personal while it heals, and as I am still in school from this final veil opening and that all of this has come full circle. I could not make this up, oh but I will articulate it to the best of natural abilities.

Today’s blog came quick and freestyle, as usual. Video Blog is coming when it does, for I am doing things different this year, as I look for a team to help me make something special to take include and build this project to a next level that will be out of this world electric with all of the bells and whistles, of the technology we have at hand.

Jump IN

Dec 21, 2016

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Dear Inner Circle,

Facebook page Fourth State post this photo today. I am IN. This is a perfect t-shirt for the almost end to one of the most surely awakened and hand walked ten year cycles of my life! By the way I had no idea what that was until 8 months ago. LOL

And, as I close the end of what turned out to be a long spirit led, four-year journey through mind and time across country and back: looking and seeking to process any awakenings with a deep commitment to sleuth out all ego, fear, and pride in me: I now know what the next steps are. While saying good bye to 2016. I will let that stuff go. Truth is I already did or I could not write this, for that is how this works goes…

BUT….it is my intention to welcome 2017 (add 2+0+1+7 =10 which is a 1) this year of new beginnings to be one where of building a very solid practice, so to be who I came to be each and every day. Remember this changes ~ we change, do not fear change, rather challenge it and love on it. Love on you!

Of course this takes time and patience and practice in itself, as I have more tools then ever to now truthfully do this, I look forward to the next four years joyously. Knowing that the rise and fall is going to happen as surly as the sun and moon ellipse. This is the one thing I have learned about life in the last four years, and is a concrete truth: we rise, we fall, we shift, and always, again and again.

It is how we get up and how we define/chose to qualify the down that allows us to go in further to open up more, or grow IN enabling us to then move. Note to self here: Movement is the matter in the middle of the place where we fell down. We must get up! We must jump up, will you come up with me to the next level?

If there’s anything like a resolution, this might be the closest that I have ever made, for I only believe in now. Oh ya, going to buy this t-shirt, also. As I am creating a vision board to manifest my second bedroom into a meditation and yoga room. I have never done a vision board, but have heard how to do and am excited. Manifesting from the inside out is how I lived and healed the mind of me. Now is time to match the outside with the inside. It all starts one room at a time.

This is a very special birthday gift to me, to honor the 47 years here, next month. God is so good when we let him, and Grace is the Divinity in the Light that we call dark that walks us through everything that finally brings us home.

Love, Kellie J. Wright

PS A special right of passage blog will post tomorrow. And so it is.

IN’s First Review

Dec 20, 2016

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Dear Inner Circle,

I am honored to share the first reflection from a client that has graduated the IN 90 Day Spiritual Transformation. Let me preface that the word ‘graduate’ came about because they who worked with me insisted. Insisted that this work was hard and they worked hard in this journey, and a rite of passage is in order to honor their work and accomplishments. I listened, so us 5 women (two that are in their 2nd 90 day transformations) will meet to do just that end of next month.

I am overwhelmed with awe and excited to plan a day with them. A day to honor all of our hard work, building of tribe. Recognizing we did it slowly, with personal attention, and on individual terms. This was their journey, I am merely their guide.

Gushingly, more to be revealed at a later time, for first, with excitement and great honor, below is the first mirror of my process. It is copied and paste from her page, but the link to her page is at the bottom of the post. Love, Kellie J ~
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What a 90 Day Spiritual Transformation Taught Me
November 10, 2016 in Commentaries
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“Before the truth can set you free, you need to recognize which lie is holding you hostage.” Rachel Wolchin

We are all storytellers. We tell ourselves stories every day. We believe these stories so much, they become our life and identity.

Stories are based on our comprehension of the world around us, filtered with our own kaleidoscope of understanding. Much of this understanding is solidified before we reach adulthood. We make life decisions with understandings forged at tender and undeveloped ages.

Kellie of the Internal Narcissus curated a 13-week experience to explore the intent behind these stories. She helps question the boundaries and triggers that make up one’s life. Kellie’s philosophy revolves around being in “real-time”, living with intention, and dealing with fear so one can speak and live ones truth. In essence, these 90 days were spent working on emotional intelligence. I was blessed to participate in her course this fall.

The process was insightful, yet uncomfortable at times. Self-observation is eerie. I do not like feeling vulnerable. Treating myself kindly became a mantra. Kellie encouraged me to regard myself as a friend and defend myself like I would others. Self-care was imperative: sleep, yoga, meditation, healthy food, no alcohol.

The Logistics: I was not in a cave meditating for 90 days (that sounds like quite an experience, but this was not that). I “met” with Kellie over the telephone twice a week. The first session was at the beginning of the week to review the week’s topic. The rest of the week was living with the material. I journaled, meditated, re-read the chapter in the book, generally processing the material. At the end of the week, we met for the second session to clarify and review observations. We used Evernote to communicate with general check-ins and record thoughts/communication. It was both intense and fun.

There are layers to awakening. One needs to be ready for each step and to live life (no hiding behind bad habits or defenses). This process involves asking for what one wants and then be open to receiving what you asked for graciously. This is growth, the honoring of ones intentions and accepting with grace. Open-mindedness was imperative.

The topics varied from psychological, spiritual, and philosophical. All topics were relational. We are in relationship with everything and we are the constant in every relationship. An example of one topic was asking, “When all reason leaves, what happens? Who am I in the storm?”. The answer may surprise and shock you.

An amazing number of synchronicities occurred during this transformation period. Reoccurring themes of change, revelation, and vivid, crazy dreams furthered the process. Quotes found their way to me that confirmed that week’s topic, friends and acquaintances would bring up topics related to the work, meditations were transcendent. These confirmations were of a mystical nature. I am a creative person, but I do have the imagination to create the experiences. The phrase “I can’t make this up” was used often during my sessions with Kellie. The Universe was talking and I was listening.

Leonardo da Vinci was correct when he said, “Learn how to see. Realize that everything connects to everything else.”

A few of my insights (my personal journey):

A person’s response tells so much more about them and less about me.
Something can be personal without having to take it personally.
Regret is when one does NOT push through the moment of uncomfortable.
I live by a story and I have to accept my role in it. I have the power to change my story.

Society is never satisfied. It is a fickle and disapproving group, no matter how many gold stars one may have.
I do not have to defend myself to the world.
I am resilient; I am stronger than I know, and I am a whole person even in a dark place.

I found this transformation process was about showing up and doing the work. It was about showing up to live life.

The lasting effects include an innate calmness, a sense of self, and a strong sense of ownership over my life.

During these 90 days I was open to new opportunities. I tried Reiki for the first time. Afterward I felt radiant, physically light and humming. I attend two Tibetan Bowl sessions. It was like a great symphony, with harmony and crescendo and tension. I tried several new recipes. New opportunities presented themselves, and I said “Yes!”.

This was my journey. I am still learning and growth. I am excited for you to have your journey. We are creating our lives with these stories we tell ourselves.

Inspiring quotes:

“You are far too smart to be the only thing standing in your way.” Jennifer J Freeman

“A true sign of self-worth is to participate fully in own existence, never shrinking away and judging yourself.” Depok Chopra

“Speaking your truth isn’t about purposefully hurting someone. It’s about intentionally caring for you.” Amy E. Smith

“Above all things is love. Listen to the truth inside you. The Universe loves you, seeks you, creates the through you. Say yes!” Kathy Price

Books that aided my journey:

Internal Narcissus: A Spiritual Transformation

Animal Speak: The Spiritual & Magical Powers of Creatures Great & Small

Medicine Cards & Book

ExistFLUX always, B

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I just finished reading this posts in edit, and started to cry, for today when I read the words “Books that aided my journey:” and Internal Narcissus: A Spiritual Transformation” was the first one used in this process, reality hit. God is so good.

Please reach out to me if you have questions, or have any for this amazing woman who shared here. Below is the link to her page. I never met this woman before either, she is a referral from a fitness coach, client. Someone who had never heard of me, or my work and living and growing out loud journey.

Love, Kellie J ~

http://www.existflux.com/what-a-90-day-spiritual-transformation-taught-me/#comment-83

Bloom

Dec 18, 2016

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Dear INner Circle,

This year has been one of reckoning with self, a breaking of cycles, and diving back IN to look at unwanted actions, or reactions, so to plot out the dark in me. I had to meet her where she stood, most assuredly not a child anymore, rather a full grown woman more sure of who she was. I met her face-to-face in the now of each happening, and as fate would have it, each time we greeted one another it was, blessedly on more peaceful terms.

Finding joy in each others company because I no longer beat the hell out of her like I used too. No more shaming mistakes in private from behind closed doors in our inner sanctum where only we exist. No, we had become friends in this journey, and even learned to laugh and comfort each other in our misunderstanding’s of how we became. The Janus of our coin, the process of refinement through fire. A forging of past and present into one as we mentally dueled and danced then conceded to balance.

The works processed in the last 4 years had created a woman more at ease with life, and so the same happened in the one-off dark happenings when they arose, and they did because they had too. Make no mistake, this is as dark as it gets, for seven deadly sins work is no joking matter; it is tribal, ritual, celestial. Freewill dressed in longing disguised as want in the form of need. I won, yet at a cost, but one I am gladly recovering from, no matter. Left feeling frail and empty at times, overwhelmed and withdrawn at others. I liken it to a spiritual concussion of multi proportions. All my doing though, for I walked sometimes ran head-on, until I hit the last door of me, literally.

Cocooned, still recovering from myself: self pity, self judgement, self adoration, self denying, self indulgence, self covering, self wonderment, self understanding, and self surrender. Other times amazed at self: self love, self confidence, self control, self worth, self preservation, and self acceptance. All to become selfless, so to be selflessness, not for me, but to be…free.

Through eyes wide shut and open this work has shown time and time again that we can only meet another as far as we have met ourselves, and that who we are with ourselves (whether we know it or not, both good and bad) is who and how we are with another, always ~ I am…I am another..Get it. 😉

Also that we do not see ourselves, no matter how much we think we do, and that we do not know ourselves until we do. Learning to listen is imperative, learning to accept others as they are and to be with them when they are being who they are, too. This is the precipice of the work in a nutshell: if we are not listening to or accepting others in this fashion then we are not doing it, for ourself either. Advice ~ listen further.

Enigmatically do not fool yourself, rather be foolish to find this out. Take a chance to be the Echo in your mirror of illusion. The one that concocts you as you are right now. Stepping through the glass is how we break the darkness. We do not need to fall down a hole to seek the light begging us to feel through every situation to hatch the solstice of our soul. We just have to know we can look for it, our soul.

I still cannot believe I am home and still have no idea exactly who I am because I get to decide. The newness of 2017 is just starting to come sparkling IN/and through. I see there is much wonderment and many revelations to come, but I am not totally in my flow right now, I am tired. A nubile, strong, rosebud blooming slowly in the cold grace of winter. Steadily while clinging to the assimilations and upgrades earned in awareness. Still clutching to the arsenal of tools hard fought for and won. Content that this is the way that I designed my life to be. It is so clear now when looking back at the millions of steps and many roads, thankfully, taken. Never more secure in the belief that if we become who we came to be then, I am.

Internal Narcissus believes self confidence is a hue from the spectrum of love. Put there by creator to lead us backward in mind to find our internal pilot light. The one we came with, but was blown out before we knew. Once found and lit in real time reunites us with spirit to claim our mental health. Where we can create a daily practice to tend its hearth-fire fiercely, so we can shine bright in the hues of our own intentions, and infinity of each new day.

Believing that everything we want to know about ourselves, we already do. The good and the bad, and that if those beliefs consistently lead us to pain, fear, anxiety, and loss that we can know something different. We can decide to wage a personal war against those thoughts that tend the bad feelings, and change the way we feel about ourselves one thought at a time. I know that every person is beautiful and worthy of love, respect, and freedom from emotional abuse because I am too.

Tending this knowledge allows grace, it assures that surely we may never know the why’s, but can direct the moments in our life, so perfectly, that each time we come up for air we will bloom again in the spring after each little death. A daffodil brimming in a mythopoeic constitution of oneness.

Daffodil noun
1. a bulbous plant, Narcissus pseudonarcissus, of the amaryllis family, having solitary, yellow, nodding flowers that bloom in the spring.
2. (formerly) any plant of the genus Narcissus.
3. clear yellow; canary.

Internal Narcissus wishes there is a way to show all is one, but this journey is a personal journey, no two are alike, so this means you are personally waiting on you to: know it, see it, feel it, meet you. No one can compete with all the banter in your head, or the outside world that is created by you, except you. The answer is always, you, so you must fight for you, and cherish yourself as you would another.

But we can want, oh and we do want, we can dream, oh and we do dream, but until we believe we are worthy of what we want and take steps to create a new dream by telling ourselves a new story…we will not bridge the first steps to be the change we wish to see in ourselves, or change the way we feel about anything, or anybody.

Beautifully this is not new science, but this is taking charge of your perception (something used every millisecond of the day) that you use to interact with self and the world around you.

Perception noun
1. the act or faculty of perceiving, or apprehending by means of the senses or of the mind; cognition; understanding.
2. immediate or intuitive recognition or appreciation, as of moral, psychological, or aesthetic qualities; insight; intuition; discernment:
an artist of rare perception.
3. the result or product of perceiving, as distinguished from the act of perceiving; percept.
4. Psychology. a single unified awareness derived from sensory processes while a stimulus is present.
5. Law. the taking into possession of rents, crops, profits, etc.

Understand this is defying work. It defies the reasoning you know and use currently, or parts of it, anyway. It is good to remember that this is not about right or wrong AND dumb or smart. This is heart-level stuff, you are born with it, so it is yourself-stuff. When we accept this then we start to practice not caring to be right or wrong, or perceived as dumb or smart because we know who we are and that God loves us and that we are perfect as we are. We learn to not believe what others think or say about us, but we do listen for glimmers of places we can grow (*note to self: other mirrors – other roses (smile)).

Oh my goodness this is so long, but this post is from the love in my heart, and the love of trying to heal myself, so shamelessly, so to show others that they can too. I love my life the whole way here, but I just did not want to keep being the same as I was forever. I wanted more, and knew that I could, so I started. Working everyday to keep what I have, and keep learning to be the best version of me that I can, so to be better to all. ~ We really are all one.

Thank you so much, if you are reading my words, even if I do not know you the energies find a way, and I am sending love right now. Saying, hey, you got this, and you can do this, you can beat this (whatever it is). You are not alone. I did not plan all of this to come and it is longer than I expected, so will keep in the knowing that it will reach whomever it needs as it did me first.

And so it is, Amen,

Kellie J ~

INclude

Dec 14, 2016

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Dear Inner Circle,

This spirit led 4 year journey is coming to its first right of passage early next year, and we have done amazing things together:

1. Creation of the IN website where blogs started March 13, 2013.
2. IN Radio’s debut at NWCZ Radio in Tacoma WA two months later.
3. invited to my first 90 day transformation April 1, 2014 in WA.
4. Moved to Malibu CA and started a 2nd 90 day transformation.
5. IN Radio moved to LA Talk Radio.
6. Soon after moved to Desert Hot Springs.
7. “Internal Narcissus A Spiritual Transformation” ebook June 2015.
8. A 3rd 90 day transformation started July of 2015.
9. Moved to Big Bear Lake CA.
10. Moved to Bella Vista AR.
11. Moved home to Washington State.

This journey was not possible without the many new friends, old friends, musicians, photographers, people in the spiritual community, recovery community, many mentors, contributors, and God. We have grown so much and made so many wonderful moments together…

All beautifully leading to my calling as a guide for IN 90 day transformations, but am being called to not stop to keep reaching out to create a space for learning, living, and growing. So, how do I/we do this? What does it look like? I have some ideas, but this is about reaching out and including.

Last summer I spoke at the Bentonville Film Festival and I bought a T-Shirt with a thought bubble that had the word “include” inside it. and it has stuck with me, and is the theme for 2017 at IN, too. Please I would like to hear any feedback from my IN family, friends, or followers. Post here, or in a private message to let me know what you liked best about this project or what you did not like at all. What you like to see again, or brand new.

IN is a circle and we did this ~ all of us, and it is time to take this project of self love and awakening to the next level. All ideas are welcome, and one cannot dream too big, so let me know what comes from the heart, what comes up at all, so we can all Shine Bright again, and together!

Love, Kellie J. Wright
Thoughts that came this morning….way too early in the morning. 🙂

Remembering

Dec 13, 2016

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Dear INner Circle,

I was just thinking that people truly just want to be happy, and remembering that I came to this conclusion as a young girl upon realizing a lot of people were not happy in the world, but I knew they/we could be if we loved ourselves first and foremost as we are. That this “loving self” thing was being done wrong. It starts deep inside….inside-out we must love ourselves. That there had to be a way we could adjust our lives to live this birth right.

Feeling the happiness from people in moments when they were connecting in real-time beautifully with those they loved. Could see them shinning bright in the hues of their own intentions when feeling safe and protected from the world. I knew there has to be a way to make this all day, and that a lot of people did not know they have or even affect their own hues. Many, including me too at times, were only walking around in a body that was feeling from the outside-in and hardened by accompanied triggered reactions.

Wow, I guess this is where I am heading with this post today, and that is that I believe any feeling that is accompanied by a reaction to high or too low (until all past happenings in life are understood in the here and now) should be questioned, looked at, pondered, and studied to find out the moment it time that it became an agreement (Please read The Four Agreements). An agreement to rush in or deflect (for both mean something deeper), and when we do this we will start to change somethings that became a part of who we are when things were not so clear, and we did not have the tools to understand what was going on. Then we can decide if the agreement/s still serves us, and if we want to keep them, or let them go.

Believing that we are a series of agreements (life sequences) being played over again and again in the movie of our life. Led by a script provided by many people and situations that happened along this long and winding road in life that has been executed by inner child, ego, fear, and pride until the moment we chose otherwise, and start to make peace within. Our lives need caretakers, and we are them, no one other than you can change or sway your mind. It is ever so true that we can at any time decide in the here and now to go in one step at a time to poke around our mind to meet ourselves as we have been, and became then slowly change the way we feel about everything in our lives.

With peace and precision give the script of your life a love over (my words for editing) to reshape the leading character of your life, and that is you. It is with great enthusiasm that today I hope you will, as I do too, think about your thoughts and reactions to let them point you to new wonders and new why’s on how to process and create the peace within needed to create and sustain a new awakening to self in your now that is your life.

We are the lead in our life and not a captive participant. We can change our life with God’s help and the power of Love any time we so choose, if we work very hard and never give up ~ no matter what it looks like on the outside.

Words that came over coffee this morning with Freyja Ann and my Christmas Tree. Love, Kellie J. Wright