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Grace

May 24, 2015

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Grace was originally written the end of 2013.

Sometimes there are greater doors behind little doors that if untouched or unaffected can never be seen. Which door do you see? Which self is the cause of the blindness, and are there truths there that are more than the ones already known?

Life can be painful when you see yourself in a mirror full of you/s. I know because I have looked at and through myself for years having many thoughts come and go changing from campaigns to slogans of virtue for hope; but always missed the next step the one that is so human to the core, and lost in the tiresome daily mix of giving and wanting. To live a life full of Grace.

I have often said that my next step in life is to live a life full of grace, but wow until the last few days I did not know what that would involve. I did not understand the concept truly and it is only now another mystery being brought into the light that shows and cries to me why?

See, I think that when we surround ourselves in likeness some things get missed because the people whom we see ourselves in are mixed with the sameness of each other or at the least the appearance of; and it was only when I was able to look at myself as a fish out of water, completely unrecognized in the silence of a different reality that I could feel parts of my selfish behavior pulling at me and making me feel things intermittently that I could not stop myself from. Ahh, so frustrating and fragile in this new knowledge of self, and it was not a fun place. But, I believe growing is not always comfortable and looking at oneself completely stripped of pride, ego, and envy can be the harshest reality of all.

My truth is that it is easy to say that one wants to live a life full of grace, and I believe it can be done, but what I have found is that it is most certain to feel this way if things are going your way. ~ When one is content and all needs (selfish and unselfish are being met). But, once my needs were not being met the façade fell and changed to fear and anxiety; causing my mind to try magnificently to get back to the mirrors that would tend my vanity and be closer to the nearest hearth that felt safe.

I could see this, name it, and point it out as it was happening, so the peaceful times far outweighed the fear and anxiety that creped in, but not being able to stamp it out brought tension to my heart. I understood this was all new so gave myself a break and time to sort it out, but was so thankful of being keenly aware of the difference.

I believe to live a life of grace you have to be selfless and to love someone you have to love them selflessly. Love is not about oneself it is about caring, tending, protecting, and loving others. I believe that is what to live a life full of Grace is; it is serving and tending to others. Yesterday was a deep thinking day, one where I saw lines and maps in my life and distinctions that I have never intended to use or want between men and women. I saw clear and it was nice and it was what I want, to be a woman, mother, wife, confidant, and friend. A better daughter, niece, sister, cousin, and aunt too.

The true beauty of grace had been lost or never known to me. I did not have the role models for it; I had strength and perseverance at all costs shown to me. I had no male role models either. I had love and loyalty, but I found or chose very early that I had to take care of me. I lost what it was to see the world as either graceful or safe.
I am happy that I still have time to learn and clear these lessons.

I want to be better at loving without expectations. I want to feel peace in my presence and I want to be a person who loves selflessly and gives tirelessly surrounded by people who do the same. I know it will not be easy and that there are times my spoiled nature will try to best me, but I know with prayer, meditation, and faith that I can become the woman I never wanted to be because I thought they were boring and weak, but have found are exactly the opposite: they are strong and brave and selfless putting themselves last and others first and knowing that the good of all is better than the good of one.

Always,
Kellie J ~ Internal Narcissus

Cave

May 17, 2015

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“THE CAVE YOU FEAR TO ENTER HOLDS THE TREASURE YOU SEEEK ~ JOSEPH CAMPBELL

It was all in capital letter, it struck me deeply when I read it and these words came to me. I wrote Cave on December 28, 2013, and I made it an official blog today.

My favorite passage from the Bible is, LUKE 12:34 – For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. So, could then our heart not be a cave? Is it not a place deep and full of mystery with many caverns and crevasses maybe ice crystals and lost treasures? Where is it that our caves lead us and what is it that our hearts hold; and how do we come to the conclusions, or how do we find the distance to bridge the patterns and trails of lost hopes and dreams mingled with the buried treasures within?

See this is where we have to put on our thinking caps and hiking boots to get ready for an excavation of the heart and cave kind. We need to re-map and re-trail new passages of clarity. See I believe there is no place for fear in the cave of the heart. That we must put past fears away, give them to the universe to tend, but we should not hold them in our heart for then we cannot linger in love. Love is truly a gift and to feel it without fear is the most precious of all feelings in the world. Fear will only cloud beauty and the goodness that love should inspire and motivate within one’s heart. Yes, it is okay to catch a glimmer of fear, but it very quickly should be put to bed in another place of mind.

My truth is there is no room for fear in love and love is the most important creature that resides inside the heart of our cave. So we should tend her as if she were something more important than anything at all ~ because without that fiercely protected feeling “feeling perfectly safe” she cannot give us what we need to exist in the middle of a loving universe of self.

Yes, if our heart is a cave then my truth is our mind is our universe and together we can go back-and-forth between each other, but it is only with careful attention to detail and meditation through intent and deep thought that love can participation in our lives. All so we can thrive within ourselves and create the life that we so wish. So as you go out today to reroute your cave and help pave the roads between you and your universe please remember that love is the only thing that matters, but to have love we must learn acceptance of self and others. Only then will our love know that “safe” feeling, and that there are others to match it and slowly begin to breathe then let go to the beauty that is us and all.

Kellie J. Wright ~ Internal Narcissus

Perfect Pitch

May 10, 2015

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“My love for you is unconditional. It does not wax or wane with the draw of the moon. It does not hide when sunny days are inept; it is alive and bright on the inside. Pulsing in the hues of your intentions inside the whispers of your beating life force. An internal gift from source allowing you to know that I am with you always, and we are one. A universal song of creation in the hum of your personal signature and key.” ~ Whispers from my mind.

So, I ask which key will you tune yourself to today? Which note will you use to unlock your path? The one outside that is not a perfect fit, but gets you half way through, or the one that you were born with that gives access to the kingdom?

I know sometimes it is hard to hear that perfect pitch inside of us. Sometimes taking it for granted or at other times because it is blocked by the fracture of fear. I know this because I was tone deaf to my own reasoning for a long time while on the path that led me to the here and now, but this song is strong and sewn into the forever part of us, so it cannot leave only fall out of tune. So please remember to be mindful that we are in control of the retuning of our heart-strings.

Maestro of our own injunction, ushering in the first new cords of acceptance and love each and every brand new day; for nothing outside of us can complete us we must complete ourselves. Then and only then can we connect to the wonder in us that has always been and always will be in perfect pitch.

Love Always, Kellie J ~ Internal Narcissus at Heart
One world, one love, one people, one song.

Define

Apr 26, 2015

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“Because I’m not like you what won’t you let me define? Footprints in the sand leave trails up-and-down my heart and tracks all through my mind. No longer visible on the outside as crawling turns to a slow slide, ever so small into place, but look no hands, look father I’m doing it, so give me one more chance to change the look on your face.” Kellie J ~ Internal Narcissus

Where is the finish line on a beach with no sand and a heart that can’t hear from the inside? How slow can we grow and small can we hide on the brighter side of the great divide? I’m indivisible by you, and you plus me equals us, so where can we hide and who do we trust, and how do I do this when you are all that I have, and they still do not trust. Your love, your faith, your grace, your care, your want and need for us to do well and exceed.

~ As there are many religions that all lead to you there are many ways to clean our blood, clear our memories, and bring fresh new cells to life in our body so we can stand up truthfully in front of you. And is not on our knees, postulated to the ground, crucified by our own memories enough for us to call each other brothers and sisters? Even then are we strong enough to all hold hands and shout no more: no more shame, no more pain, no more fear, no more manipulation, no more greed, no more separation, no more NOT lifting each other up anymore?

Have we become so many that we’ve lost sight of love for each other and for the hope of humanity? How could we ~ when we were given so many of its gifts, and so many chances again and again? If fear is the only thing that blocks the human heart from the love of all, from the love of our Creator, from the acceptance of each other ~ then why don’t we rally a war against fear and not each other?

When someone won’t listen to you because they say you don’t have enough time “wait…heart stops with a heavy sigh” ~ When rules exceed acceptance, when old ways will nor garner new, when others judge with a heart that is closed and not open a larger disassembling ensues. When others push their views and ideas against you because they are so sure that they know exactly the way they leave no chance for your conversation with God to find its own voice and know it’s own path, and become its own truth what it is for?

Internal Narcissus believes we are a moving improving species. A slow fanning out from the beginning of time… oh, there we go to the “time thing” again. “How much time do you have?” “Time for what, I ask?” Hmm, I have all the time in the world for now. I have every minute that I can breathe as I’m breathing it now. I have only now, so in essence time has me, now. How we choose to spend our time defines the details of our mind, so as you count your time do not use it against another or use it to place yourself apart from another. If we start to define ourselves by distance we will all surely continue to lose.

Internal Narcissus is about learning to love ourselves so you we can love others in this circle of life. I implore you do not wither away by wasting your love for it is a precious commodity straight from source straight from the creator something you’re been given a lifetime guarantee of access, so make sure that you use it wisely and give it to those who can receive it and give it back.

Un-break your heart, learn to love, learn to accept, learn to not judge, learn to clear the traumas of our lives, so we can gravitate toward next intendeds and chosen families of trust. Create a life worth having and sharing with others by making our first relationship with God or higher power our first and foremost. Then and only then can we love another truly, and that other should have the similar definitions of love ~ only then can the two flower and garner a life together.

We are not meant to be alone and I will fight every day to remind each of you how lovely you are and me too, so we can have a life that we want and share it with others. Tear down those walls, revel in our own beauty, clear our minds, and in doing so our souls will glow and shine brightly in all the hues of our own intentions: causing us to define all as love and love as all.

Always,
Kellie J ~ Internal Narcissus

Our Minds

Apr 20, 2015

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I am at home letting my soul/existence breathe. In some of my lately thoughts, I was shown to ponder recovery, how it is different for all and deeply personal too. I have so many thoughts surrounding this because I have too, not because I want to. I want to accept and be, but being that I did not get sober through AA and a lot of people have, I sometimes wonder how I fit in, or at least not be outcast for my personal brand of recovery that did not include sitting in the rooms of AA. My Alcoholic biological father got sober Through AA and was a warrior of service in the last 14 years of his life; and many other people I love have too. ~ For me it happened differently.

See, I was more sober than I had ever been in my life the last two years before I got sober though God’s Grace right after committing to a 90 day transformation. But as I have said before that was at the tail end of a lot of happenings between God, I, and life. We worked hard for this new me, mostly me truly because he never left me, it was I who created the distance within us that was almost un-breachable. I was given this radio show and was a year into it while writing my blogs before the day that changed my life forever ~ But alas I will start a little further back.

~ My desire in life has always been to show people how beautiful they are. To show them what I see in them for being alive, volatile, human (awake or sleeping), and real. The only thing real in life is us, yet we deny ourselves the right to be awake each day by not listening further, by pushing to hard on ourselves, by never allowing ourselves to feel good enough, denying our connection to God or only half connecting, and never letting go of things that do us harm even when we know they are doing us harm. This just was not good enough for me, I wanted more for me and for everyone else. ~ I finally have a place to do this out loud every day and every Sunday, and I pray for the time and grace to do the best that I can. I do this out loud as I am growing, as things come to me, and have no agenda, but to inspire self love to knock out fear.

I feel old and new at the same time. I am soul on a masters journey of enlightenment, and I am not afraid to say that I have and will be working on this aspect of me first and foremost the rest of my mortal life, and again once I return to source download and share all collective lessons and am sent back again to quest on or do over what I have refused to open up and learn here. Yes, I use the words “I refuse” because we have the power within us to open up and change everything about us at anytime if we would just breathe, believe and let go; let God.

~ My mission is not simple and it will take everything I have to be the woman in Grace that I long to be…but I will not give up and I will do what I have come to do, no matter how long it takes me to continually keep getting out of my way. ~ One step forward, one step back, two steps forward, and so it is. Internal Narcissus believes our mind is our worst and greatest ally and to know thyself is only the beginning because once we know who we are and how we work only then can we start to uncover our truths to truly be set free.

I ask you, how long will you continue to be a slave to what you tell yourself about yourself and others? Even the little parts behind the big leaps and strides of awareness…because they are there and we all will backslide on them at some point if we cannot name the difference between real and not real, fearing we are not good enough instead of reveling in our inherent goodness and down right gorgeousness of who we were born to be, not anything else. This is why I believe Fear is the only monster that we must slay, for once we slay fear doubt will not stand a chance and we can stand resolute in our goodness, in our beauty, in our authentic self that would never harm us or put us in precarious positions, shame ourselves, disrespect ourselves, anything that keeps us from our creator and the love from which we hale.

~ I know this is truth for I made it to the other side and back again, and my friends there is still more to do. For we live in a world with each other, so situations will change and grow as we will too, and we should pray we all find the absolute strength to know the difference between what is real and what is not and stop feeding ourselves medicinal spoonfulls of cosmic residue and gunk meant to keep us from God and Self.

I believe that once we are free from the poisons of the outside world, we can wage a war on the left over parts inside of us…the parts that will be reckoned with and made whole again. I want to be of service and have my own ideas of how I got here and how I will remain; they are given to me by my intuition and guides, so I will not falter and will not preach, but share to anyone who is hungry to live and grow out loud together: no shame, no isolation, no guilt, no fear, no dogma, no hiding, only love. Love begets love…I did not sit in the AA rooms to get sober, but I sat down a lot and in many places in my life and have had many conversations with God. ~ Why I am who and where I am now is owed explicitly to him, and I answer only to his call and will follow him 100%. I know his voice and have heard him call my name, and I am devout in a way I cannot explain but will always try…

I believe in God, love, the animals, people, and our mother Earth, and I call for the healing of all. We can do this “us who have recovered” and I believe we were called specifically and tested valiantly, not all made it, but those who have I believe we have the hardest task of all, and that it to serve always, no matter what, at all costs.

Always,
Kellie J ~

Revel

Apr 19, 2015

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Revel in the beauty that is you. Cast away all the thoughts that come in that first net of doubt. Throw them far away, and then when you let yourself see the second layer of sediments in the bottom of the second cast, hang onto those thoughts. Revel in that beauty, your core. Find out who you really are: think about the way you move, how fast your heart beats when you are hurried or rushed, when you feel more smooth inside your body, or sometimes do not know yourself.

Find the strength to believe in all of that beauty, that is your truth. The beauty that is innately you, the beauty that is you when you’re shining in all the hues of your own intentions. Yes, those intentions that we talked about in past shows and blogs; the colors that make you smile, the things that make you crave the things that you crave, and make up for the parts of you that you do not understand.

The things that keep you awake because you know they have your interest and that you have an interest in because the feelings have your best interest at heart, and the most important part of your essence is mired deep in there where you can engage a new dialouge with self once you dig in. Finally deciding that you are good enough for you.

Then your real beauty starts to bloom in time with you thoughts. Because we are creating them from the healing energy of our heart. The resurfacing of first smiles brought through the wonderment in your new born baby eyes, and the sunshine that blessed you from behind your heart straight into your heart chakra.

Opening to the full swing of your song booming in your chest. Yes the one where your life beats and is what beauty truly is. Beauty is life. It is realizing that you are enough. It is understanding that you and God have this thing called “you” under control and that together you are a team infallible; full of amazement and wonder.

For there is no greater joy of a human soul then to give and receive love freely, and why at Internal Narcissus, we are learning to love ourselves, so we can truly love others.

This is what it means to give and receive love freely. To know that giving love unconditionally means that you want to give it, and that you are not trying to get anything in return. Being able to receive love: is being able to receive love in its fullness, but not expecting anything else from it, and learning to not want to immediately return it rather accept it and hold it inside as a gift. That is what unconditional love is and nothing more.

It is learning to cut the movies and tapes from your mind and accept life and love for what they are. Being available to see the real beauty which is life and merriment.

Understanding the wondrous feeling in the sound of your beating heart, the crush of soft grass under your toes, the wisp of wind across your cheek, the laugh when you arch your head and see a little hummingbird skim by, or an eagle soaring high.

Yes, whatever we feel we are creating, so we need to make sure that we are where we want to be, and putting our energies exactly where we want things to bloom. Not the opposite, for we do not want to cause things to resurface, rekindle, or be reimagined that we have already processed and done the work on; we cannot have conversations with people in our head, we must have conversations with people in real time.

Yes, all of these things add or subtract to the beauty that is our life because we sway our minds with what we feed them. So please be honest, open, truthful, and caring to each other. Stop wanting things to be exactly a certain way and open your heart to the possibility that you may not have the best next step for you at all times, but that God does, and if we listen he will guide us.

I know it’s hard sometimes, especially when we are dealing in a world of facts, unknowns, or assumptions. So this is where we must slow down to look at the first catch of thoughts and feelings when they come rushing in with tides. Remember to throw back the unwanted thoughts recast then re-think about what is really going on, and how we are in control of our beauty, our reactions, and our mindfulness.

Think about who you are, and how you run your mind and your body. Think about how you used to think ~ then stop. Give cause for how others think and give them a chance by letting them be human too. Think maybe how other people are running their lives may be similar because we are similar.

As well we all come preloaded, so let us unload the arsenal of reactions to move into a Woodstock of song. Joining hands chanting for peace and knowing that flowers are power and that the truth of beauty lies within the breath in the scent of everything and everyone.

Internal Narcissus believes there are angles and guides all around us and we only need ask for assistance when negative thoughts come crashing in that would have us tear ourselves and each other apart instead of revel in the beauty which is us.

Always,
Kellie j ~ Internal Narcissus

Hand Walked

Apr 8, 2015

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Wherever we are in life, we have hand walked ourselves, for we have done everything that we have wanted. No please, listen to me, it may sound strange, but you have to believe you have done everything that you wanted. Sometimes we have to walk backwards quite a few paces, sometimes even years, or lifetimes to see all of the wanton steps that brought us to the things that we think that we did not want, but I assure you the addition will all add up. One plus one plus one plus one plus one until the final sum on the day when we woke up ~ that one day when we did not want what we do not want anymore.

This is the day when we were freed, the day after every other day we had done everything we had wanted too. Don’t get me wrong, also in the very same breath we may have not wanted too, but obviously we are not victims to our fear. We just chose fear over love. Love would have us care for self and be responsible for our actions, so we could then try to fix them. Called up to be our own first healer to guide us carefully to love, for that is where we come from, and the most beautiful thing is that we can always get back.

Internal Narcissus believes we can blame no one else for the steps we have walked, that we must own up to the decisions and choices we made that created the being we were that brought us to the day that we finally: looked up, woke up, were brought to, or resurfaced again. The day we fell down to our knees that one real first time in total surrender while whispering, no more. Finally choosing God over all else and ready to give up everything and change everything about us instead of choosing fear and staying the same again.

Whether out loud, silently, or facedown on the ground there was always going to be a day, that one day ~ when we finally did choose to not want to anymore: becoming the first next step to the other side of us. The day we did not want to pay for our sins anymore, did not want the greed we could not clear anymore, did not want the ego and pride blocking us from self and everyone we love, did not want the need, oh yes the need…

…the need to be filled, need to be heard, the need for our pain to mean something to someone, if not anyone else, then us. And yes we would honor our pain, and well we did: for we cherished it, we groomed it, and rode it all the way to the end of hell. Where we placed it on a pedestal then laid at its feet: opening another bottle, taking another hit or pill, took another drag ~ or whatever it is or was keeping us from confronting our fear. Another cookie, another donut, another 5 miles, another book, another movie, endless television, whatever it is to distract us from the things we do not want to keep or remember, but still hang on to refusing to face or to talk about.

Fear keeping us from being alive, present, giving, loving, trusting, feeling all the way through, or from just being present. That is until the day we finally did not want to anymore, and even then we could not totally let go just yet, but trusted and took the first step to becoming whole to becoming the person we are today. Yes today the day that we decided we did not want to anymore.

In the middle of any life where we are striving to be present there has to come a day when we face all the things that we wanted that we thought we did not, or assumed we were victims of. To find a place that we could stand up in the middle of ourselves to demand for it all to make sense. Because no matter what we were there, it happened, and the truth is sometimes, most times, no one will ever understand, but us and God.

It sounds easy that just knowing should be enough for us to put fear and the things we do not want to bed, wrap it up, give it a loving kiss and fall asleep to resurrect in the gold, to be alive now in the present; but it takes time, it takes precision, so be easy on yourself, know you are doing the best you can, and if, doing the best that you can then is that not enough?

Our lives are a ballad of wonderment brilliantly stained and jaded while locked and loaded to protect this new day. The day we have wanted that is now and could not have been without our past. Yes we are the present, time is a gift, and our past is the road we hand walked ourselves, so we really cannot be one without the other.

Internal Narcissus believes we are the light calling us home and all roads we walk can be hand picked in the now, now that we know.

Always, Kellie J ~ Internal Narcissus

I Broke My Heart

Mar 29, 2015

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“I broke my heart…so, I can un-break it.” ~ In truth this is the truth, for we are, in the end, responsible for all of the decisions and choices we make; the ones that break us and the ones that cure us, for it is all just a twist of our mind.” Kellie J ~ Internal Narcissus

I broke my heart. So I can un-break it. It’s just a twist of the mind. It is just a clip of the thorns, a turn of a thought. It’s choosing to live rather than stay frozen while each day we die a little more and more.

What are we honoring by closing ourselves up? Who are we honoring? No one and nothing if we bar ourselves from joy muted from the truth. If we hold onto values and systems that keep us underfoot, under our feet, under anything, we lose. Everyday we lose when we choose to stay somewhere we do not belong anymore. Whether this is a place, a feeling, or a moment: or choosing to feed a vacant memory that is not happening anymore, moved on, moved out, or evicted.

My truth is that if something is not happening, it does not matter. It is pretty simple, so here it is: if someone is not giving you their time whether in front of you or behind, it is not happening. You cannot feed something back to life with the depth of your sorrow. It will not happen, it is a waste of energy. And it is futile to keep examining it in your mind by yourself.

Please do not do this, they/it/whatever it is/was has moved on, changed or left. So stop to sit and think about how your mind can be a booby trap that can and will pull you down the long spiral staircase of you again, to places you really don’t want to be and have worked very hard to get away from.

If we could just let people go to catch the divine pass of intervention in front of us, we could edge forward into an awakening of such delight, but we are afraid when we feel alone because we haven’t found the strength inside of ourselves to stand up and be completely self-loved. Blaming our pain instead of reclaiming our youth and grow while raising up as we all should and can.

Internal Narcissus believes we are the light inside of us calling us home, and we have had the power all along.

Always,
Kellie J ~ Internal Narcissus

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Forth-Brain

Feb 20, 2015

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Mining the Soul From the Inside: CH 3 The Brain. Q: Consider the information in this chapter about how the brain works. Discuss the implications and potential applications of this information when it comes to processes of human transformation.

It is apparent that transformation is possible within the human brain. Looking at the model of the brain, and its three different components assure this. First we have the reptile brain, second we have the mammal brain, and third we have the human brain. This shows that we did not only evolve, but kept everything in tact as we dug in to move forward. Never loosing important information and lessons simulated. An intact transformation from one evolution to the next in cellular memory of story as memories in lessons learned from the beginning of time, or our time at least. So I quarry, is there enough room in our head to grow bigger ~ maybe have another evolution of the brain?

We have three different frames that have developed over time.
1. The limbic system
2. The neocortex
3. The primitive brain

What if there was a forth-coming, and yes this pun was intended. What if the fourth brain was a higher bred compilation of all three that we could use at once skillfully, may I suggest even, maybe gracefully? Moving fluidly with each thought within the other not in miscues of misunderstanding in outdated software. But, in real time being able to extrapolate and assess situations bringing us together sooner than the long drawn out process of thinking that we are currently using? Finally able to catch up to ourselves in the now and able to rationalize that we will not die from a spider bite any longer; there are cures for spider bites. Simulating that it is more dangerous to get into a motor vehicle and drive at speeds of 60 to 80 miles an hour. Seriously, more people die from car accidents each year than spider bites, so the mismatched fear attached to both of these situations is not logical.

I want to use a brain where we see no difference between the differences in each other on the outside. Instead we are able to trust instinctively the feelings that we feel resonating in our gut from the other person (yes I am talking about reading their energy and using intuition) as to whether they will harm us or not. Finally understanding that every action is neutral until we assign an emotion to it and that we are in control of the balance in our lives. Thus causing our species to react more sensibly and less irrationally, for is this not what we are working for as a species anyway? In every day that we try to show by being living examples how to be more compassionate, think before we speak, and process before we react. A world where we are doing the tough inner child work to clean the wounds of perception to a blank slate. Electing to not react from a fear based model, but from a truth model connected from heart to brain.

Maybe our heart is this fourth brain, I suggest, and moving from mind based actions to heart based is part of the master plan. For we are pure love designed to excel at love and forgiveness. Learning how to get along with each other in the here and now, so as to better understand and make sense of the things that are happening to us in real time. Loosening old facts and old knowledge buried deep within our DNA that do not pertain to the natural day occurrences that we live in. Liberating our cosmic DNA, so we can live happily in the fourth brain coming, a tandem brain of heart. (James A. Anderson and Edward Rosenfield, EBS., Neurocomputing. Foundations of research Cambridge MIT press oh, 1988, page 2). “ from the inside out certain situations repeat over and over for every member of a species. For example, frogs have to be very good at recognizing flies or they will go hungry. Humans have to be very good at recognizing faces or they can’t function within any human social structure. So there has to be a great deal of specificity in what is stored in the brain.”

So could it not be said that what is stored in our heart memories maybe the next jump in the evolution of the human brain? I tried to look up online and there was nothing of my theory or hypothesis around a fourth/forth brain in the evolution of man (yet).

Always, Kellie J ~ Internal Narcissus