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August 7th Full Moon

Aug 7, 2017

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Dear Inner Circle,

Today I tended Mother Earth. My yard, plants, bushes, and flowers. ~ So much goodness in this giving and sewing. It was sad to see how far gone I had let things become. Everything was thirsty and overgrown. 😞 I’m new to this. It’s my first home with a big yard to tend. When I moved in it was perfect, lush, gorgeous even; then winter came with all the beautiful snows. Snow became a vibrant spring which bloomed many beautiful flowers.

Then, all of a sudden, I was sitting in the middle of a dehydrated and dying yard. I had let her go. ~ It happens more than I think, in life, sometimes when we start tending one thing so much then we get caught up and let others things and places fall apart.

Thankfully, I have been leading myself to this for a few weeks now. Lessons pulled from The Lotus of Wisdom, Pensatia, and my heart knew exactly what to do this morning. Grace hit me in a perfect balance and turning point with this full moon/solar eclipse month of August.

I am learning to reconnect with Mother Earth ~ which is my physical body, while attending my conscious cravings to always seek further. I put down my books and got out of my head to be one with spirit.

It was time to make room on the outside of my being, so to invite forth new growth and beginnings to come shinning through. It makes so much sense. I know this too, it’s just that its hard to get it all running smoothly sometimes.

Me, myself, and I are good. We are home, rooted in, and now it’s time to make my surroundings and interiors of my home-sweet-home shine bright too.

Reassuring myself that I can do both at the same time, it will just take some practice, and getting used to. I got this, thanks auntie for helping me today, and now I will go turn on my sprinkler. Wow, Who would of thought!

Love,

Kellie J. Wright

#motherearth #gardening #summertime means my garden and trees need watering from me too! I love you Creator and Mother Earth! TLF

Good Vibes

Aug 6, 2017

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Dear Inner Circle,

This morning hit me like:

When you know you have been writing and growing through fear and false self your whole life, and after four plus years in the grandest journey of Self Discovery ~ finally get to the place inside of your Heart Center that you can start writing from Love.

Oh my goodness I am humming IN bliss. This is what I have been working so hard for and knew it since seven months into the birth of what became the Internal Narcissus Project of Self Love.

To be free from fear we must negate all of its holdings. This is how we shine bright from a heart center that knows only love. I have so much more to share, and will each day as it comes to me.

One thought at a time we can reprogram our brain to choose love over fear.

Self Love is being Self Aware. To be Self Aware is to know your Self Worth, so you can then work hard to achieve Self Mastery.

Mastery of Self is the light in the dark that keeps us coming back for more.

Love,

Kellie J. Wright

“Mind over matter then matter over mind. What you see is what you get, and what you see is what you feel.”

Blissful

Aug 4, 2017

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“Blissful is a life that has a mind that will choose no other alternative.” ~ Kellie J. Wright

It is such hard work, but after four years of practicing and guiding others (which enforces the lessons I walked through, so I am growing again and again with my clients).

~ This makes so much sense, and is easier to be everyday!

Love you and your life in all of their shades of light and grey ~ and then you will know how this law of attraction and living from love works.

It is your story, so what is it? I did not like mine, so made a conscious decision to change the story which in turn helped me find then shine bright in who I came to be, not who I ended up along the way.

Love,

Kellie J. Wright
Transformation Guide
Voice of Internal Narcissus
Internal Journeys

One thought at a time we can reprogram our brain to choose love over fear. Reply to this email to set up a consultation to find our how.

Selflove is being Self Aware. To be Self Aware is to know your Self Worth, so you can then work hard to achieve Self Mastery. Mastery of Self is what every professional in every area of life works on everyday to be the best at their lives, dreams, and goals.

Why should you or I be any different? We all have the right to Shine Bright!

We are all diamonds, mountains, gold, roses, love, truth, laughter, joy, and we all got this.

Dear Inner Circle,

Testimony from Transformation Client No 5:

Hi Kellie! I’ve decided to write positive ways you’ve taught me to let go what is holding me back, or rather what is no longer serving me: To acknowledge my self-worth (can’t return to ignorance). To respect the value of my life. To be my authentic self, and realize that is good enough (even great!). To cultivate my tribe :), recognizing that I am myself a friend, to myself. Find my people and a few precious activities, and love them fiercely. Make sure I say no to what is not instinctively right for me, but also conversely to say ‘yes’ to what will (or might!) bring me joy. Practice being mindful and enjoying and looking/feeling right now presently. Stop comparing myself unfavorably to other cooler people (well, stop comparing myself at all!). Use myself as my own standard and realize I am worthy. Love and forgive; both old (perceived) slights, and as an automatic response going forward. It is so much more fun to love than it is to judge or worry over or wonder about. Just KNOW that I am who I am supposed to be, and where and when I am supposed to be. Have high self-worth, and love myself too!

This is personal work, so give clients the option to remain anonymous. 🙂 I am so proud of this woman and the work we did together. God is so good when we let him!

Love,

Kellie J. Wright
Transformation Guide
Internal Narcissus
Internal Journeys

Conscious Speaks

Aug 1, 2017

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Dear Inner Circle,

What is on my mind: I am writing. Oh, and this feels good. Much greatness in many blocks self imposed being taken apart. I am the light in the darkness calling me home. Open, open, open, for we have only just begun, yet again. ~ Stay with me on my journey, yours too, for we are all one.

Invitation: I am asking for your help and support to take “Conscious Speaks” right to where it is going. We are stronger together and it is time for all of the villages to gather. Leaders it is time for us to join forces as conduits and connectors to open the gateways of love to flow freely through the divine intercostal freeways of life.

I am choosing podcast for it can be world wild (LOL meant worldwide, but I am sticking with both now). And so it is.

I am booking guests and getting ready to open this portal to all of the goodness of self love that is free of false self.

A movement that has been around since the beginning of time. My first two guests:

1. Mr. Richard Cassaro, Researcher, mystic, student of occult archaeology, author of WRITTEN IN STONE and THE MISSING LINK; and

2. Don Miguel Ruiz, Jr., he is a nagual (shaman), a Toltec master of transformation, and a direct descendant of the Toltecs of the Eagle Knight lineage. He is author of The Five Levels of Attachment, Living a Life of Awareness, and The Mastery of Self.

They will share personal stories and enlighten us with the topics of their lives works.

All for you to ponder then come to your own conclusions.

Love,

Kellie J. Wright

#radiopersonality #blogger #spiritual #90daytransformationguide #internalnarcissus #internaljourneys #inradio #consciousspeaks #weareallone but so very different and unique that is why #ittakesavillage and all are needed to connect the many bridges where we can meet as one.

Perfect

Jul 31, 2017

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Dear Inner Circle,

Everything is perfect. I have everything I need. I lack nothing in this life. My air is clean, my mind is solid, my heart is open. My animals are well cared for and some of the most loving little entities. My view is priceless, and all of this is not even close to being real if, not for the last four plus years of dedication to free myself from old blocks, triggers, fears, and excessive use of coping mechanisms.

I took myself for a long walk backwards in mind. Awed at the grandness of a life scape of fantasy, mirth, and oddity. Amazed that what we have done and did, let alone built and survived. Skimmed and traversed, broke and repaired. Even the wildest parts of a life imagined cannot rally that of the places we did go.

I marveled at the joy and daringness my false self embodied. I laugh at her audacity and mediocrity and manipulative ways. Her nonchalance and emboldened being that was fastening to her fearless heart because she was afraid and never taught better.

This false self that I was and never quit. No matter what it looks like. A life that no one would want. Yet, I always knew we were one, dancing around the permitter of us, sizing up the edges because we knew it was all lessons to learn before we found the door.

I made sure we were always were where we were. With eyes wide open to just be and see all the experiences we had hand walked ourselves too.

Knowing the life then was ours, if only for a time, and that the second part of my life was promised to be the best.

Treasuring the memories one by one while putting their vanities and fears to rest in their not knowing.

Besting the best of me to find the truth of this heart.

Internal Narcissus believe hearts are souls.

Awakenings our gifts to a finer truth. Ones that are still taking their time to take up residence inside this upgraded model of mind and body. Life is the grandest illusion of all, and it is the initiation.

Please do not ever forget that We are the players of our parts.

Our writers whether we know it or not.

We tell and spin stories that become our world every day, and every night. Oh my, what powers we wield. The script of our life a colamity of joint efforts until reclaimed for the grandest love-over of all.

It is our choice. It is a practice. It is not easy, but who ever said life was. It can be peaceful though, and I know this, for I won.

I live in the now. However it is.

Advice: Be patient and amiable to your beauty in real time. Never ever let anyone else define your inner sanctum by believing another’s truth over yours. I walked a long time truly thinking that I was doing just that, but have learned through truthful examination it was only partially so.

I am glad I was wrong. And am never sad that when I tore down others false attachments to self, that I grew up. It is still weird to think that I stunted ego.

We did not know better, before I did, and now we are learning together to love everything about us ~ all the time.

You can too, just believe.

Love,

Kellie J. Wright

My Why

Jul 30, 2017

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Dear Inner Circle,

Waking up to your truest potential is one of the gifts of a 90 day transformation.

Finding peace of mind through finally being able to pick out and stick to your truest of commitments is another gift of a 90 day transformation.

Knowing that anytime you feel down there is a way through, and have tools gained to combat dark moods and moody days are other gifts earned in a 90 day transformation.

Learning to see past yourself, so to love yourself free of judgement and emotional triggers are two of the finest gifts given that lead to the grandest gift of all…

…learning how to love unconditionally, yourself and others, for it is a circle.

A treasure chest of forever gifts that wash free first veils of perception and become magic in the touch of your fingertips.

Blessed are our fingertips that touch and sense the world within and without. For once we can bring focus back to real time by bringing our awareness to our hands, then soft fingertips and what they are touching, in that very second, we can bring ourselves back into our bodies when our minds have taken us away.

I have changed habits, weeded out root problems of old coping mechanisms, and relearned new ways of thinking to replace old that kept me stuck.

Stuck in past feelings connected to persons, places, and things that were trapped in memories that were no longer real, or illusions that had become fictional movies in mind.

Believe me, not wanting them anymore was not good enough. I had tried not wanting them in may ways, for way too long over my life. No, real work was to be done, and sought out to be this change.

With faith I dove in to make sense of “why” they would not go. Waging an internal war on any negative thoughts or feelings. Bringing each one into the light to be had, held, and processed until loved all the way through.

Thus freeing myself to be present in my life where my body lives, and not floating around its outer edges of space when I was not busy, or being so busy that I did not have time for anything close, personal, or real.

Big sigh…we all grow up differently and have different ways that we learn to communicate and be in the world. These very different happenings can become concrete mixed rules and regulations of self.

Rules imposed from our youth in a body and mind that was trying to grow up way too fast, let alone find itself in a crazy, unpredictable, and sometimes untrustworthy world.

Mark my words this is how we create a lot of our first agreements. Ones that end up becoming deals and deal breakers, and are used for no other reason than we are used to them, and it is the way we have always been.

Agreements as old as the day they were put in place. Ones that we may not remember implementing, and once we do, want ride of, and thankfully.

This creates room to keep the new lessons learned, so we can process and make sense of our lives and our “why’s” in our each today. Liberated and aware that we can delete old operating systems to make way for upgrades that are simply long overdue.

Internal Narcissus believe that if our internal hardware is pulling information stored from our youth, and we are card carrying adults…

…then what we are seeking is seeking us.

The you in real time that is reading this blog right now, and wants to be one with your life in a way that makes sense to you now.

Not one using outdated fear based, shame laden, false self, self bullying, and or, flabbergasting, pretentious old first versions.

Let us face it, we all know better, so now it is just how do we bridge the distance.

Like this: Think of your brain as a computer, and a transformation as a way to clean and restore old hardware that you did not know you have, or may have even loved at one point, but is not working for you anymore.

First we have to make room inside of us. Gratefully though because the bright and beautiful life that we are is not outside of us, so we cannot bring it in. No we have to make room for what we already are by clearing out old informations.

Then we can be one with our adult truths. The ones that are actually sitting right behind first set of blocked awarenesses. The “what is seeking you”.

I would like to show you that you already have what you need to free your heart, and it is you. Whether you pick one thing, or a mass of them. The work is solely yours. You know the way, for you are your greatest book of self help, love, and awareness. What is missing is guidance.

Think Jedi training…:)

It is how I did it, and believe that you carry the same gifts to heal yourself as well.

Who better to restore and rebuild our own first versions of self than, well, ourself?

Sometimes it only takes one person to change your life, and I believe it is you.

No one knows you like you, and your life is your gift to behold.

Now my “why” is assisting others to do what I have done. Guiding fellow seekers to find their internal bliss, so to bloom brighter in their todays and be soul-free and present in all of their moments.

Love,

Kellie J. Wright
Transformation Guide at Internal Journeys and Voice at Internal Narcissus

Breaking Open

Jul 29, 2017

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Dear Inner Circle,

I was compelled to go to hot yoga yesterday. Kept trying to tell myself I would go later, but it would not leave me alone, so changed a morning commitment when it was clear this was not an option, rather a directive from my heart.

I followed. Chose to dedicate my practice to what came to mind first and that was “Breaking Open”. In Shavasana my message was received. It was exactly that. A breaking open in another veil of self.

My message recorded into my phone was long. This is my directive and it hit home. I came to awaken people (this part is known to me) and it is more than just a gift or talent per say. More than a choice to be who I came to be everyday. They are agreements made with many before I came.

This clarification of sight and knowing was and is shaking. For my belief is that we all come here to assist each other in and along our personal journeys; to learn and grow through certain instances and happenings in life that further us along our spiritual path.

Being awakened to my gift and honoring my calling has been the biggest joy of my life, and a comfort in such that I can become very still. Knowing now that I have commitments to keep in agreements made to people I love from a place that I can barely remember changes everything.

This awakening took me to other places today. I’m still sitting with it. I had to share it. Because it changes everything, and I have to be more accountable and available to my ‘who I came to be’. That is all I know for now.

Love, Kellie J. Wright

This meme stands out as a cheerleader and reminder to me that we are all a part of something greater than ourselves. That people are all doing the best they can at each and every moment.

Life is and can be hard, and once we learn to loosen veils. Stop blaming and shaming others when things do not go our way, and to take personal responsibility for our inner peace. That we can change perspectives.

Free our minds from foreign negatives. Be the change we want to see in the world. Dismantling the dark thoughts that do not belong where we cannot see them and still run our very worlds everyday.

This is how we will all learn to be love, an unconditional natural phenomena that is being held captive by fear.

Dwell

Jul 14, 2017

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Dear Inner Circle,

Thank you to all of my new friends, and to the old ones too. I have been working away today. Trying to bridge out of my shell to connect more, so to make friends with like minded people. My life over the last four-plus years has been a spiritual transformation lived and grown out loud through blogs, radio podcasts, video blogs, and ebook ~ so to inspire others that they, may too, do this work and are not alone.

It is on my heart to say this:

To each of you, fighting the good fight ~ that you are brave and fiercely beautiful. Your pain is not in vain and that you will find the right doorways to balance love and fear releasing the sacred turnkey to life.

If you are reading this you know the way, but that does not mean that the walk is easy. Although having heard the call and even still then answered proves you are a light to others to get up and try again everyday…especially to yourself.
Remember that We are all the same just at different starting points along the eternal path.

This means that no matter where you are in this process that you are sacred, you are admired, and most of all loved. Bringing to light that it is now time to, please, honor these gifts of love. Never giving up on yourself or others in this long and winding road called life, for we are all worthy of having and sharing a life filled with joy.

My wish for you is to love your dark shadows as much as your questing for their light. Give yourself so much room to fall down and then rise back up again. Love these parts of you so much that you cannot help but to start denying fear and pride anytime lightning strikes.

Choosing to wake up to the reality of yourself and your life is not easy, for you will fight the false self, ego, fear, and pride. They are beatable though no matter how frightening.
Terrifying even until you make the first and hardest first step which is to commit to the start.

So yes, it is down right terrifying at times, and you can feel alone and alienated from your life and the people you love most, but you are right where you should be, or you would not be where you are.
Yes, we can only be where we are as we hand-walk ourself to every happening in our lives.

Being extremely strong both mentally and physically gave me no less pain than anyone else on this journey, and I have been shook to the very farthest recesses of my mind, but each time the further surrendered the easier it became to pass through and start really guiding the hunt for that next walking papers to gates of unfathomable clarity.

The pain passes as it turns to laughter and joy. Yes, we have to laugh at ourselves too, and the sooner we can the more quickly lights seem to change.
There is joy in choosing to awaken the parts of us buried in our minds eye causing us to connect to our lives in ways unimaginable before.

When we focus on the love and light that we are darkness cannot enter. Rail against the intruder. Dwell in the possibility of your one rare and amazingly beautiful life.

Love,

Kellie J. Wright
Transformation Guide at Internal Journeys and Voice at Internal Narcissus Radio Show Host at Conscious Speaks

Follow Your Heart

Jul 1, 2017

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Dear Inner Circle,

Internal Journeys was created after four years of personal transformation work that I lived and grew out loud in hopes to inspire others. To pave the way for all to find a truer way to connect to their hearts, minds, and emotions, so to produce transformative outcomes.

Ones with more flow and less stress. The work discovered and processed one day at a time through personal blogs, radio podcasts, videos, and ebook have become the products used to help sow and culitvate a new way to free self from the thoughts that plague the mind and that keep us making the same decisions over and over again.

They have now become services to empower peoples lives. A place where we work together to bring out the past to make peace with the old. Transformation work opens doors for people to find their way through personal blocks in life. To look at the qualities that make up our lives and decide which ones we want to keep, and, or change.

All of these works results in the ability to uplift ones personal, social, and professional lives, so to find deep inner peace.

Moving from mind based thinking to heart based being is a journey and gift of compassion for the people who choose to do the work, and for those they love. Lifting our inner beauty to transform our core values and create new internal contracts that align with our life in this very now.

In the end opening up new avenues of self love and care that allows us to make daily decisions to create the life we choose.

Come join me on the journey of a lifetime. The journey to find your truest inner voice and then find the courage to speak it by trusting yourself more than you ever knew you could before because you followed your heart.

Love,

Kellie J. Wright
Transformation Guide
Internal Journeys
Internal Narcissus

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